Discarded. Again.

I can't imagine waking up one morning and not missing something or someone.

Transcending

Like nothing I've ever felt before: a strange, strong, magnetic, peaceful, overpowering connection. It transcends. Transcends what I don't know. It simply just does. Cruel.

Maybe its better this way, would be too intense, too absorbed in each other, too submissive. Morphing and melding into one, outer world would cease to exist. Dangerous.

I feel like I have found part of myself with him. He is so dear to me. Even writing it down makes me feel guilty

I wish I could bend the circumstances. In the eye of my mind, it's like an image of bending steel.

High

I want injections of him
in my bloodstream
I want my veins to smuggle
his taste
To my brain
And slowly release
Insanity

Damn

Now that I finally have my blog, I have no clue what to blog about. Where did all the words in my head go? Damn!...You can say "damn" in a blog, can't you? Well, I don't care! Damn!Damn! Damn!...That's about it for now. I got nothing.