العقد

مش هعقدها
هى متعقدة كفاية خلقة
هقلع النظاره الورديه
والسوده كمان
عشان أشوف
وأعيش

بحبك

I don't mind not being seen except by a few- makes me feel like that last piece of chocolate you wrapped up and forgot in your bag last week...when its discovered in a severe state of hunger

This Is How I Feel About You Right Now

الفرح

طول مانا قاعدة
بحاول أفتكرلِك حاجة كويسة
بحاول وما بحاولش فى نفس الوقت
ولما ما لقيتش
فرحت

At some point, you have to accept your own company. Not just accept it-suffice with it. At some point you have to stop waiting for someone else to complete the picture...its already complete.

واحد

انا عمرى ما فكرت فى فكرة الضلع
لغاية ما عرفتك
وعرفت قد إيه الواحد ممكن يتوجع
بسبب حد تانى
ويفضل يحبه
أكن الحب ده بير مالوش اّخر
دورت كتير جوه مخى على السبب
ما لقيتش غير تفسير واحد:
مين أكتر حد بيستحملنى؟
أنا
يبقى أنا حته منه

واحد

I think I'm very close to not giving a flying fuck....finally...took me long enough

I really love what I wrote yesterday-bas khalas-might be back later-usually depends on my level of "pissed off" ness.

It really would be nice to hold someones hand today. I like holding hands.

one final thing: I think this cat and mouse game is disgusting, immature. This pathetic game of meen yet2al 3ala meen aktar is pure, non-refined bullshit. Teenage pimple drama. A7a!

Welcome to the trashcan of my thoughts:)...just how I felt about writing in my blog today...nothing crucial to say, no fancy way of putting it...just output.

I've been wondering all day about something. Do we really fall in love again? After you've been in love and you've given it your all and it fails and you eventually give up..do you fall in love again?

I know its a stupid question. I know we do. Its just that there's this annoying phase after breakups where you're absolutely closed. It's the phase right after the searing pain and the numbness. You don't hurt anymore, but its like a steel wall has very efficiently been built around your heart. It becomes untouchable. You function perfectly well...every little part of you...except for that organ.

Come to think of it-its a very empowering feeling: when you're not being hauled around by your heart.

over&out